When I was young, I can say that I had emotional responses, but I cant say that I knew my heart. In my 20s I was extremely mental and sexual, but I noticed that my heart was rather silent. It wasnt until my 40s that I can honestly say that I know what my heart feels like, and its unreal. Im not talking about a quicker pulse, or a sense of fear; Im talking about emotional connection. I was wondering if any other occultists had similar experiences.
Edited by Mskied, 23 October 2018 - 11:10 PM.