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The Mystical Qabalah

Tree of Life Sephiroth Eternity Infinity Primordial The Absolute Macrocosm Microcosm

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#161 Spida

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Posted 04 December 2018 - 11:19 PM

Ritual is a bit late tonight. Ritual is important, but there are times when other things must take precedence.

I have no more profound revelations (as I see them), all my writings are scattered about, but if need be could be gathered up and refined into a cohesive model of everything. The thought of repeating any elements of my grand existential theories is cringeworthy to me as of late - some theories/models are of mundane origin with an esoteric/occult twist. These were my baby for a while, and now I have nothing left to add, at present.

I have spiraled downward into the innermost depths of the microcosm, and conversely to the outermost boundaries of the macrocosm, and beyond until I observed the eternal dance of existence and non existence, yes, the Absolute.

So what do I do now? I continue with the rituals of course, and while there may exist quiescent undertones of a sort, I shall continue to serve as divine receiver, and catalyst to affect the spirit realms in whatever form it shall take, and contemplate the effects among other things.

We do this by altering consciousness which acts as both transmitter and receiver, in synergy with many other ritual elements of course. Induced modes of consciousness can at times be very potent, broadcasting feeling, energy and intent over vast distances; even transcending dimensions, time, and space.

Another common tool are the vocalizations - the percussive longitudinal waveforms - enunciation and frequency may be important here. This we use to disrupt the ambient macrocosm to garner the attention of any nearby spirits, or anything else. We can never be unequivocally precise in our evocations, and are not so arrogant as to believe we can be meticulous and precise with these abstract interactions.

This is what we do. We transmit, affect, and receive. The unseen; the unknown - any and all that transcends our mundane material existence. Whoever, whatever, and wherever it may be - does not matter.
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Posted 05 December 2018 - 09:40 AM


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Posted 16 December 2018 - 11:16 PM

So I don't always Incorporate all ritual elements for any given ritual, and aside from that which is considered mandatory - altered/enhanced modes of consciousness - I always remove my shoes, and adorn myself with the appropriate colors.

Once a few years ago, during a ritual, whilst I was pacing my ritual space. I caught a glimpse of myself in a full size mirror, to say the least, I did not care for what I saw. There was no ritual attire to speak of back then, but things have changed since. Now I always ensure that my appearance is presentable in coordination with the appropriate colors.

I was in a bit of a predicament tonight though, as it is time to do laundry again. So my usual garments were absent, but I did improvise with a pair of red summer shorts, and a black shirt borrowed from my housemate - no time for laundry tonight - I look good.

Black and crimson candles are burned completely down to the holders, but I believe I can squeeze one more session out if I decide to fire them, one last time.

Edited by Spida, 16 December 2018 - 11:26 PM.

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Posted 17 December 2018 - 01:24 AM

Hmm...what do we have here? Brainstorm; compact version; I am here; I have not always been here, but am here now. Here, not here. Existence, non existence. Time; no time. What happens once will happen again, or would not have happened at all.

From where? A seed? a terrestrial seed becomes a tree of earth. A Godseed becomes a tree of life, a universe. Change, occurring within the dimension of time, spirit, spatially. Outside of time - the Absolute - ineffable -

Space is an illusion, one is nil, and one is all. All is within, and without - the mind of the one - God.

From whence I come, from whence I return ad infinitum - eternal recurrence.

Deja Vu
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Posted 18 December 2018 - 05:11 PM

I put this in my music thread, but apparently like it well enough to place a copy here as well, and perhaps even more suitably so :

One is my beginning, yet I am eternal; one is my individuality, yet my diversity bears no limits; one is my permutation, my qualities are infinite; I am all things, and I am one.


It's a derivative, and augmentation pertaining to the magical formula of the seventh sphere, ARARITA. I for some reason, was moved to rewrite it, maybe I shouldn't have, but the original goes as follows based off a source I found :


"One is His Beginning; One is His Individuality; His Permutation is One."


ARARITA is notation(an acronym) for the above Hebrew phrase.


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Posted 22 December 2018 - 11:08 PM

So things have sure quieted down since I began my journey over three years ago, the Qabalistic aspect of it that is, although on various levels it began some time before that. Early on the rituals were crude, and unruly, or at least my writings were. There was much energy in the beginning, and it was difficult for me to control in an appropriate manner, but I have since settled in somewhat, somewhere.

I did choose to omit any link to the early days, however I did extract various passages that I deemed worthy and put them here, and I did include a link from the old blog to this one.

So we just wait, and if the feeling moves me, I write, oh and we happen to enjoy music, so sometimes that too.
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Posted 30 December 2018 - 05:20 PM

Been fasting for a long time, this is gonna be rough, but there will be plenty of food and drink later. For fun, and as a writing exercise to be performed concurrent with the pending, as well as future mystical endeavors. I am considering a revision with possible further elaboration of a general outline covering all of existence, as well as non-existence. The players will be Qabalah as well as a contemporary cosmology - as I see it - i.e. a unification of the two, but nothing too strenuous.

Probably best to keep the segments fairly small in case something goes poof; writing will be intermittent, and sporadic to allow for the ritualistic element.

Edited by Spida, 30 December 2018 - 05:22 PM.

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Posted 30 December 2018 - 06:18 PM

Part Zero -

The ineffable : The Absolute : The Veils of Negative Existence : The Ein; Soph; Aur; The light that is without limits. Yin And Yang - the eternal polarity.

Existence occurs within the dimension of time, while non-existence is without; the Absolute is both of these.

The Absolute transcends the Tree of Life as it does the Veils; there is nothing more, and there need not be; there can not be.

The Absolute is eternal polarity that is either negative; non-existence, or positive; existence. Thus when the Tree of Life is integrated with the Veils, and iterated without beginning or end - the model is forever oscillated, like a pendulum. Tree of Life(existence) - the Veils(non-existence) ad infinitum.

Edited by Spida, 31 December 2018 - 11:00 AM.

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Posted 04 January 2019 - 12:58 AM

Part Zero Cont.

This is the end of the road for me, presently. I can't see anything beyond the Absolute. This abstract framework of eternal polarity which in essence renders the absolute a persistent duality.

This is where you will find the magic though, this is where it lives, for all time, and times to come. It shuns reason, and ignores logic forever elusive.

At times it must be necessary to understand in the absence of reason; reason may serve as a guiding light for a time, but where reason ends is where the magic begins; do not be led astray.

We are here now. We have always been here; we just don't remember.

Edited by Spida, 04 January 2019 - 09:23 AM.

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Posted 09 January 2019 - 12:12 PM

Lately acquiring an arts and crafts project of sorts that nearly runs concurrent with a pending ritual, and having an obscure but substantial transition between them where it may be unclear exactly where one ends and the other begins...


..yes there would be allusion to the ritualistic modes of consciousness here...

..overwhelmed by the beauty of the sixth that becomes securely fixed by that which follows...
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Posted 09 January 2019 - 12:16 PM

..the Venusian archetypes in all their splendor lending that to creation which makes it all worthwhile; not what they are becoming, but that which they have become for a time only...


..and not by way of some blind universal algorithm that gets lucky once in a while, but by that of glorious visions in the mind of a god.

..of the greatest gifts of heaven by way of number seven.

Edited by Spida, 09 January 2019 - 10:08 PM.

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Posted 04 February 2019 - 11:12 PM

Temporarily relocated. Maybe look into SA when I get a chance, and message the admin per instructions.

- cheers
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